the day feels like a balloon

I dont move at at all to another place, i dont meet more new people, and i dont change to new system. But the hardest of “move on” always come, everytime a litle thing occur.Nonetheless, i stay walk on the path. Life is tremendous cyrcle. The worryness comes easily, fast when somebody make you a litle bit insecure. In terms of this matter, meet a new environment always being the great wall. The rigid fence, and the dark clouds...i’m worry..But thats called a life !. Somebody told me last day : “take you out from the comfort zone. Becauce it will kill you slowly”. And this, this is the start line to leave the comfort zone. Meet a new environtment. Honestly, i am not good enough in teamwork. I am follower, underpressured-worker, introvert communicator, but...i’ll try to do the best. Another inspiring tweets last morning was :”do anything just based on your faith. God included. Never worry, as long as you depend on Him,you’ll safe”

Last day was the day.The change of system. It mean we met the new team officially. Caused of my own team good system (for finance), so we were not changed so much. Some of us stay same, but two out, and six new come in. It was unimaginary day. Some days before, someone told us about this plan. But it was not fix. Everything could happened anytime. My mind seemed was dangled. Since the encounter was held, i thought well...okay..nothings so much would new.But on the day,,,yeahhh...what was same ?nope.

Well...even i am in trepidation at this moment, feels like i am blindfolded,pathetic,i will attempt do and “step on my under stone” to climb up,and finally reach the peak.

Take a breath deeply...and say :”i can do it !”