Sometimes Serious

 

I am still 23 years old turns to 24 for this year. Well, this topic may seems look unordinary. Write or share topics related to above opening photo creates various persfective. I just want to share to you, especially if you are woman : we will come to this life part. Marry with our destiny, build a family, pregnant,and having baby.Yes, this is a gift from God. 

Some years before,i am so worry everytimes i heard "pregnancy". I love kids,babies, but...i was scared of pregnant. In my mind, that moment would be the hardest time. Because it's not easy when you have to carry "a baby" inside wherever you go. But...getting older, i believe...pregnant is the highest stage of a woman's life. Not all of women were given by God. Thats why, like my sister and sister-in-law,they are very happy when they are pregant.

And after 9 months pass by...finally...we will have this cuttest creature...

I love baby, even honestly i am so worry to pick up baby.But..if i am a mom someday, without learn first, i can do that automaticlly. Personally, i dont want to have many kids in my upcoming family. Maybe it just consist of 3 kids,as i am. Two sons and one daughter. First kid is son. Since i believe he will take care her younger sister and brother, so first son will be better than first daughter for me.

Having a baby is biggest dream for all families in the world...And so do i.But even someday i dont have a baby , it will be okay for me personally. I can adopt another baby. Even, yeah..its totally different. And it depends on my (upcoming) husband.

So....actually i wan to stay same everyday...i ever got "unwilling getting older" syndrome. I did not want everything was changed.Even i am 24 years old woman, but girl still inside. I want to travel to my another dream countries, i want to give half of my salary to mom,dad,niece,nephew.I want to help oka's finance. And there are many things i need to do before i am getting marry.

Probably....still 4 years left..Yeah..i want to build my own dream family when i'm 28 years old...